I am whole

Through self observation, therapy and friends, I am teaching myself to understand that I am whole.  I am the sum of my parts.  I can’t be just the good parts.  I am the bad parts as well, the addictions the weaknesses that I work on.  I AM WHOLE.  I am the sum of all these parts which makes me great! I looked around at my house.  It is an amazing metaphor for who I am right now.  I have done a lot renovations on it.  However it’s not done.  Nothing in my house is broken.  It just needs some renovations to make it what I want.

The same applies to me and the life I am crafting.  I just need some renovations like being more grateful, living in the very present moment without the past or future.  Something I learned in my work with my life coach is that the ego is what is hanging on to the past and future.  It is the wall that is stopping me from changing into the person I want to be.

I want to live a life of inner peace and connection with people and the universe.  Once I can get into a rhythm of that, I firmly believe life can make way for the dreams I wish to achieve like producing a TV series, acting in a TV series.  It goes to the blog I wrote about “what do you want to attract?”.  That blog talks about being what you want to attract.  Once I get that routine of being at peace, living life one moment at a time (including typing this), I can attract the people I love to be around, crafting a universe of my own that reflects my value system.  Each day I walk towards that routine, reading books looking for hints, living a life of choosing myself as James Altucher talks about.  (See his book link below).

Even as I sit here, I can feel my ego draw up fears and challenges to being a better person.  The ego wants that comfort of those addictions, those thoughts, those scenarios it knows.  Once I am truly happy, living my truth each day, anything is possible.  The ego right now in this moment is drawing up fear of losing my house and not being able to afford things I can now.  I am grateful I’m in the present moment to see that is what the ego is doing.  Yes, we all need to survive and have food and water.  However, if you give in to the process of living your truth, being peaceful and connected, it will take care of itself.  The ego is making it hard to do that but each thought is visualizing that way of life of meditation, inner peace and love.  Self love.  Once I get that self love and inner peace, I can help others, make films that are meaningful to me and surround myself with people creating happy moments each day with love and peace.  It sounds very 70’s peace like but it’s a higher consciousness that Deepak Chopra talks about.

Living a life of mindfulness, inner peace and self love brings about the rewards we all seek.  I’m very grateful that I’m learning these truths as a single man right now.  I only have 2 pets and no spouse or girlfriend to deal with.  I can enter into this mindset now and achieve a harmonic convergence with the universe inside my soul.

As Melissa Etheridge writes in her song “We are the ones”, we are the ones we that we are waiting for.  I know that this is a spiritual journey I am on and it’s fun and exciting because it gives me hope.  I hope just one sentence will help you along.  If you would like to know more, below are some of the materials I have at home.  I love this journey and to connect with others on this same spiritual journey.  Yes, tell your ego to not worry.  This is fun because there is so much hope and reward.

Imagine being connected to well with the universe and your fellow man that when you are on that beach you dream of, you an channel the universe.  A powerful feeling for sure.  It’s the journey I am taking.

Very good links to follow for books on Amazon.  No I don't get paid for them.  I just love the books.  I own them all.

Srinivas Rao The Art of Being Unmistakeable
Kamal Ravikant Live Your Truth
James Altucher Choose Yourself